Nevermind

Granted, if peace love and understanding would break out, all over the world, that would go far to improve my mood and outlook.

Barring that impossible result (as it is plain that we live in dystopia and not utopia and always will), I would settle for a little peace love and understanding just for myself.

Or even a personally directed and deliberate plot to make me feel respected and held in above mean esteem would do?

How about an accidental cheap thrill?

Mmmmm that would do me mightly well, for now!