Sunday, June 30, 2013
Saturday, June 29, 2013
Almost Been There, Almost Done That.
She Dated A Sociopath.
I can not say the same thing. But???? Close enough. I was emotionally enmeshed with one in a long distance relationship.
She never threatened to hack me. She does not possess that level of skill in computers. (She never will be, either.) But here are the tell tale signs I ignored for years.
Despite the fact she was the married person, she was ugly, nasty, paranoid, jealous over who I was thinking about, never mind talking too.
She was so manipulative that she keep or trying to spend my money (constantly telling me how and where to spend it.)
She (as a cough) joke, said I should name her as a beneficiary on my insurance policy.
She was selfish and dysloyal.
Her morals were entirely dependent on her immediate needs.
She was a serial hypocrite.
She was a pathological liar. Particularly about and to herself.
And the fact she was a republican, should have turned me off from the get go. But not that all of them are sociopaths, but hey, That entire political movement seems to not only be sociopathic at heart, but these days, they keep on running insane, sociopatic candidates.
What ever. I am over that shit, and those kinds of people.
I can not say the same thing. But???? Close enough. I was emotionally enmeshed with one in a long distance relationship.
She never threatened to hack me. She does not possess that level of skill in computers. (She never will be, either.) But here are the tell tale signs I ignored for years.
Despite the fact she was the married person, she was ugly, nasty, paranoid, jealous over who I was thinking about, never mind talking too.
She was so manipulative that she keep or trying to spend my money (constantly telling me how and where to spend it.)
She (as a cough) joke, said I should name her as a beneficiary on my insurance policy.
She was selfish and dysloyal.
Her morals were entirely dependent on her immediate needs.
She was a serial hypocrite.
She was a pathological liar. Particularly about and to herself.
And the fact she was a republican, should have turned me off from the get go. But not that all of them are sociopaths, but hey, That entire political movement seems to not only be sociopathic at heart, but these days, they keep on running insane, sociopatic candidates.
What ever. I am over that shit, and those kinds of people.
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
Fuck Politics. Let's Talk Ballerinas!
This is Xiomara Reyes. One of the principal dancers for ABT. Now I love all the principal female dancers of ABT. But there is something extra about her. I can't find the words for it. But she is peaking right now in all that matters for a dancer.
Ahhh. Best thing in my life for the past year was seeing her dance. Next best was watching the other primas of ABT and NYCB and Australia Ballet and the otther fantastic dance I have seen. But Xiomara is sparking hot now. See her if you can!
PS. Don't say that if watching a ballerina dance is the best thing for me past year, I need sex.
Honestly, most sex is an ordinary sweatty experience between unattractive, unsexy beastly people. Meidocre ballet is better than that. And when you watch the best of best, itwill re wire your brain. And remember what the song says. Everything is beautiful at the ballet.
How often does ordinay sex between ordinary people rewrite a person's brain? Ya. I thought so!
Labels: what really matters
Saturday, June 22, 2013
The Most Tiresome of People
Republicans, for starters. Next, republicans who post on republican run message boards. And lastly, republicans who still run republican message boards for republicans.
Now confession time. I used to waste a lot of time on boards. For me the experience was like what in the real world we call slumming. Deliberately going to a place you don't like and never will feel comfortable with, and associate with people you don't like very much. The difference is of course yo can troll a board. You don't want to go to a real slum and pick on the inhabitants.
But political fighting is something that requires someone to fight with. Right? I am glad I pretty much gave up on that shit. I don't need the fighting. I don't need to waste any of the scant little time left I have on this planet with creepy, nasty people, playing in a creepy little world where reality and reason do not exist.
But hey. creepy people need to keep their creepy shitty lives entertained. I guess. Keep at it, you creepies!
PS. One last shot at these creepy people. One of the creepiest things about board people is the insane rules they come up with. Talk about people who have issues! My favorite to mock is the one where they enforce the Don't Disclose The Content of a Private Message, rule.
I mean really! What the ever loving mother fuck is wrong with these people? That shit is beyond creepy. That is get-your-self-to-a shrink, fucked up!
But hey. That is the beauty of the internet. It makes it easy for like minded insane people to get together and virtually lick each other's virtual dirty asses.
Brave new world. Barf.
Now confession time. I used to waste a lot of time on boards. For me the experience was like what in the real world we call slumming. Deliberately going to a place you don't like and never will feel comfortable with, and associate with people you don't like very much. The difference is of course yo can troll a board. You don't want to go to a real slum and pick on the inhabitants.
But political fighting is something that requires someone to fight with. Right? I am glad I pretty much gave up on that shit. I don't need the fighting. I don't need to waste any of the scant little time left I have on this planet with creepy, nasty people, playing in a creepy little world where reality and reason do not exist.
But hey. creepy people need to keep their creepy shitty lives entertained. I guess. Keep at it, you creepies!
PS. One last shot at these creepy people. One of the creepiest things about board people is the insane rules they come up with. Talk about people who have issues! My favorite to mock is the one where they enforce the Don't Disclose The Content of a Private Message, rule.
I mean really! What the ever loving mother fuck is wrong with these people? That shit is beyond creepy. That is get-your-self-to-a shrink, fucked up!
But hey. That is the beauty of the internet. It makes it easy for like minded insane people to get together and virtually lick each other's virtual dirty asses.
Brave new world. Barf.
Thursday, June 13, 2013
I am glad I am not paranoid. I am glad I am not stupid. I am glad I know things about the world. And law. And commerce. And people. I am glad I qualify as sane. I am glad I am not an ideolouge. I am glad I am not a zealot. I am glad I do not put my beliefs above reality or the rights of others.
I am glad I am a liberal democrat.
I am glad I am a liberal democrat.